I feel that as we grow older we loose a bit of ourselves. Jaded by society, traumatic events, or just life in general. I want to be able to see things from a different perspective than the standard cynicism that rules most peoples lives. I want to see beauty in small things and find happiness in each day. That is my goal and my quest. I want to do this for myself, to find a better bond with my daily life. No more auto pilot.